So this is my first time doing this.....not sure how it works but let me give u the lowdown. Im not gonna use real names etc but im sure u bright sparks will have worked that out already!
As far as lives go i suppose mine isnt too bad, im 25, attractive and studying at the moment. Though beginning to wonder if my career move was such a good idea, most of the people ive met doing my job complain about it. Though i suppose no one likes their job.
I live with 2 girls, BFF and Fancypants. BFF is, not surprisingly, my BFF. She can be very huffy but i kinda know how to handle her. Fancypants is a whole other ball game, that girl has issues. We actually had to put locks in the kitchen cos she has bulimia and just goes in and eats everything. I mean like peanut butter with a spoon, jars of gerkins, BFF had sweets she got in NY that she was saving for a special occasion and Fancypants literally smashed open the box and ate them when we were asleep! And never mentioned it! And one time, in return for a favour, she gave bff a toblerone (With 3 triangles already missing, what a lovely present) and when bff came home from work the toblerone was eaten!! Fancypants had actually came into her room, took back the gift, ate it, and never mentioned it again!! On top of this she uses everything in the house and pays for none of it and falls in love and gets dumped about every 2 weeks. which is draining for me as i have to listen to the "why are men dickheads speel again". Other friends inc the thrill, suicidal due to toyboy dumping her and thompo who got dumped and had a family berevement. What a happy bunch we are! All my uni mates are married/old so hav nothing in common with them really which is sad. Hoped doing this course would help me make more friends - i really have none which i blame on my first long term boyf....
Men - well i have no trouble attracting them but i attract the wrong type, smarmy ones who think they're great and have no idea what a relationship is. My last longterm boyfriend was really arrogant and no one liked him and he also got very fat.... prob my fault cos i eat all the time and never get bigger than a size 8 tho i prob eat little and often....he ate lots sporadically. Also had a history of bullemia, i must attract them or something. PK is my current heartbreak. It started in sept. We were 'seeing eachother and playing by ear' for a few months but he decided he didnt want a girlfriend in the end. Apparently there is some big drama in his life - im thinking debt cos he sold his business and moved home down south but he wont tell me. Tried being friends but we end up in bed everytime he comes round. This maybe makes him out to be a user but he really is the funniest cutest guy ever (and a good ride i should add) and doesnt want to fuck me about but he cant seem to help but contact me. Usually on a thurs. Tho this week he rang me on sunday too. And said he'd see me midweek, which for the record he didnt do- texted me today but stopped replying when i asked if he was in the north. Maybe hes just trying to keep his options open? Either way all i do is think about him and ive even been avoiding going on other dates cos i just cant be bothered cos it'll prob be a waste of time and makeup. Due to my bad record meeting boys in bars i have been trying internet dating, luv it when they describe themselves - young professional handsome male = mid 40's, fat, bald, 4 kids and wife, unemployed. One has been texting me but he is so keen its a bit scary. Was sick this week so was a good excuse to cancel the 3 dates i had lined up. Dunno yet if ill reschedule....
This is prob way too long, they'll be shorter in future!!
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